Hey!
Hello there. Long time no see. And this time I'm not at school. Everything is great! Right? Right? Kinda. I'm sick now. My whole body hurts. My throat hurts. My heart hurts. My brain hurts from not being abble to stop working. And it works in ways I do not want it to work.
My hair is reaaallyyyy long. And brown. And shiny. I like my hair. My hair is so pretty. I actually like my hair.
I'm sorry. I get random when I'm tired.
I have new earphones now. Earjacks. Little thingys you put in your ears to listen to music. Yeah. They're great. Both of the thingys work. So I can block everyone now. Yeya.
Let's get the elephant out of the room. I've stopped watching anime. Don't ask me why. I just did... I lost all kinds of motivation. To do anything. I don't write anymore. I used to LOVE writing, making stories up. Where has that gone? I don't even now myself. I've watched an anime called Anohana. It's cute and short. I'm in episode 5. I've stopped for a week. Don't really know why. But I stopped watching sao also. I hate that stuff. They ruined it. Bleh. Anyways,
I've gotten into physical series and movies now. I'm in episode 7 of the first season of Doctor Who AND OH MY SWEET ANGEL DO I LOVE THAT SHIT!!! And movies, I'm watching a lot of movies now. Yeah. It's nice. I've also wanted to watch Supernatural and finish The Misfits and start American Horror Story. And The Flash, Arrow and Constantine. These are like, the TV shows I want to start watching, and stay updated, at least in 2015.
Yeah. 2015 is coming.
I'm so tired.
I think this whole depression (not actually depression though) sad thing is getting better. It got worse since the summer. But I think it's getting better. I know I'll just be sad again one of these days. But Connor. Connor helped me in the past. Connor will help me now. Not just him. Every single youtuber. Be happy for them. I am. I'm trying at least. I just hope it works.
I'm sorry this is short. I just wanted to write something. Anything. Even if it's not anime related. I think everyone knows this blog stopped being anime related a long time ago. It's everything, It's a place where I can just type away and feel happy and sad without people judging me. Yeah. I like this. Like my little corner of the internet. Yey.
Song of the day: Guess We'll Never Know, by Carrie Hope Fletcher. And also Adored By Him. Both the original version by Doddie Clark, or the cover by Carrie. They have such beautiful voices that it's just ASDBJKDV songgasm. And Heartbreak Girl, 'cause that song literally sums up my life right now. Kinda.
Peace out dragons,
Lorac xx
