Hey!
First of all, I'm sorry I haven't posted for two weeks. I haven't been feeling that good lately. And I don't mean that I'm ill. I mean on a mentally level. I think I'm losing my mind. And I'm not joking. I'm not on my period and I'm emotional, and I get sad and scared of the future and sometimes I just want to sleep so that I don't have to feel.
Self-esteem? Never heard of that. I eat more and more to drown my "mind pain".
I've been watching anime, I've even started the second season of Code Geass and I showed Maia the first episode of Death Note. She says she'll keep watching it. So I guess I should be happy.
But... I don't know? I mean, what's the meaning of all of this? Of the happiness? We're all going to die in the end...
I visited my new school a few days ago and reality hit me. I'm 15, I'm going to be part of the new guys on a school that has students older then 18... And I'm going to be completely alone in a class because none of my friends chose the same subjects as me... And I'm scared. What if I can't go and talk to the people in my new class? How do you even make friends? I don't know, I don't remember. I've never felt so alone but at the same time I know that Maia is going through the same because, as me, she is going to a different course than any of our other friends. And she's even more social-awkward than me. I'm honestly scared of people. Of their judgements. I know you shouldn't care about that but I mean, I'm going to have to stick with these new people for (hopefully) three years, I think that they should like me for this whole class thing to work. And I want to meet new people, to start a new journey but I'm scared. I'm so scared.
And since the finalists trip (wich was about a month ago) and the One Direction concert, where I cried my eyes out, I feel like I don't have a purpose anymore. Nothing to wait for. I have the beggining of classes but, do I really want them to start?
And today should be a happy day because 1D is 4 years old and Troye released Happy Little Pill, wich is making me cry of happiness because of how far he has gotten. And then there's A Film For Ella, the new JacksGap video, and I've cried so much because of that hug and I'm an emotional wreck and I just want someone to hug me forever and tell me that everything is going to be alright but it won't because people are not happy, I'm not happy and I don't know what to do...
Maia spent a night here and we had a sleepover and I was able to laugh and be happy but now... And now what? What do I do? Do I just... Stay here? Watch anime? Talk to James and cry because I don't understand anything and I'm feeling guilty because I like 5SOS and there's this girl who likes the same kind of music as me and she said she doesn't like 5SOS and I'm feeling really conflictuated here because I don't know what to do because I keep thinking "wow she's so cool" and now she doesn't like 5SOS and I'm just a failure at life because I'm so easily messed up by just that girl and I just wish I could erase that part of me who admires her and who wants to be her friend because I hate loving someone to that point. It makes me vulnerable.
I still don't understand what I feel about James and I don't know.
I just want a happy little pill to take me away and dry my eyes and bring colour and happiness to my skies because I'm so sad and I'm a mess and I hate being a mess...
And in a way I kinda want to meet those new people at my new school but I don't want to...
And now I'm crying like a mad dog and it's late and I should go...
Song of the day: Happy Little Pill, by Troye Sivan.
Peace out dudes!
Lorac xx
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Tuesday, July 15, 2014
A big post because I've been gone for too long
Hey!
This past four days have been a rollercoaster of emotions. I'm sorry for not posting anything friday and yesterday, but things have been a little weird. First of all, the One Direction concert.
Oh my fucking angel, that thing was phenomenal and I can't believe I got to watch their concert because it was truly amazing. I cried during the first quarter of the concert, I didn't think I would to be honest, because I never cry. But I was too happy because I had been waiting for the concert since September and I was finally at the stadium, getting ready for the concert.
And then, BAM!, Raphael Gomes (AKA RaphaBlueBerry on Youtube) was there! One of the girls that was with us started saying "Ashton, Ashton, Ashton" (because aparently Raphael reminded her of Ashton from 5SOS...) and when I looked IT WAS RAPHAEL FUCKING GOMES!!! And then I started crying and I was like, "I know you, you're a Youtuber" and I cried even more and he was like "Aww" and then he hugged me and he asked my name and he took a picture with me and ASDFGGHHJKL MY FEELINGS!!! I never actually believed I would ever get to meet the people I watch on my computer's screen, and then he was in front of me and I EVEN FORGOT HIS FUCKING NAME!!! wut? I was too shocked and happy and I look horrible on that picture but then on twitter he said that I looked too cute and I fangirled so hard because ASDFGHJKJHGFDSDFGHJ THE FEELS!!! And after a BIG while 1D finally came on stage after THREE FUCKING HOURS of waitng and I cried and I was like "Lorac, get your shit together! C'mon!" And I was finally able to control myself and I loved the concert!!!
And after the concert, my life got even better because I BOUGHT A FUCKING 1D POSTER AND A FUCKING 5SOS T-SHIRT OH MY ANGEL BAND MERCH MAKES ME HAPPY AND ASDFGHJK that day was perfect and my t-shirt is beautiful and I currently have the One Direction boys looking at me while I'm writing this and Louis looks like he's confused. It's like he's saying "What the fuck are you doing, girl, get a life for fuck's sake!" YOU KNOW WHAT LOUIS??? I'M GONNA BE A REBEL AND I WON'T GET A LIFE AND I'LL SPEND THE REST OF MY SUMMER SITTING ON MY BED WRITING BLOG POSTS AND WATCHING ANIME!!! In yo' face BIATCH!
Anyways, talking about anime, I tried to watch a couple of Code Geass episodes while I was on the bus BECAUSE THEY HAVE FUCKING WI-FI THERE AND IT'S FUCKING GOOD!!! But I couldn't, because bus rides make me sleepy and I just wanted to listen to music and sleep. I didn't sleep though, I just listened to music :P I think I watched one episode, I'm not sure though, I don't even know what was the last episode I watched.
Guys, I didn't thought I would miss the blog so much! I thought about asking my friend to let me use her computer to write a quick thing but I didn't want to bother her and then she would ask for my blog, and I want to keep it in the shadows... :D
Anyways, this morning I returned to my school to sign the papers that would make me go into another shcool! Yey! I saw James!!! Double YEY!!! But seriously now, I'm getting a little worried because my body reacted in a weird way when I saw him because my heart started beating too fast and I started to shake and I had to hug myself so I wouldn't melt to the ground because ASDFGHJK I don't know what's going on with me. And then we had a little moment where we laughed because he was leaving the room but our spanish teacher said "Where do you think you're going? Come here and let me kiss you!!!"(waddup 1D reference! (waddup iiSuperWomanii reference!!) and he turned around and hugged her and the he sat on the table across mine and he looked and me and we started laughing but then I think we laughed more than we should and I keep thinking there was a hiding meaning behind our laughter session and ASSDFGHJKHGFDSASDFGHOJEHBSDCFVOPIJHFBWNJKSCODIJHB I just wanna sleep because I don't like to feel this because I know I'm gonna get hurt but AAARRRGGGHHHH
TBH, before today, I was feeling really numb because of the concert, because it had been the date I was looking forward to this whole time and now it's over and it's like I don't have a purpose anymore. I have no plans for the future, nothing is settled and I don't know, I don't like living without something to look forward to... I don't know. But today made me feel something, so I guess that's alright.
I'm sorry this is so big and I'm sorry it has nothing to do with anime, and I'm sorry about all the fangirling and girly feelings talk, but since there's only the shadows out there, I believe no one will actually care. Ahh, I've missed this place c:
Oh! And I finally listened to the 5SOS album and OMA IT'S SO GOOD!!! I think I have a thing for Michael. I think I'm a whore because I have a thing for Michael, and Louis, and Rin, and Isaac, and Jack and yeah, I don't care if they're years older or living miles away or if they're anime characters or fictional persons, I don't care! They're too perfect for me.
PS-Yesterday I was up 'till three in the morning scrolling through the 5 Seconds Of Summer tumblr tag and listening to their new album, so sorry for any mistakes, I barely slept and I'm tired.
PPS-5SOS are my new obsession, I'm not even sorry.
Song of the day: There will be two songs because I have been gone for too long. Numb, by Likin Park, for obvious reasons and because LP is awesome!!! And English Love Affair, by 5 Seconds Of Summer, because I think it's one of my favorites from the album so... YEAH!!!
Peace out dudes!
Lorac xx
This past four days have been a rollercoaster of emotions. I'm sorry for not posting anything friday and yesterday, but things have been a little weird. First of all, the One Direction concert.
Oh my fucking angel, that thing was phenomenal and I can't believe I got to watch their concert because it was truly amazing. I cried during the first quarter of the concert, I didn't think I would to be honest, because I never cry. But I was too happy because I had been waiting for the concert since September and I was finally at the stadium, getting ready for the concert.
And then, BAM!, Raphael Gomes (AKA RaphaBlueBerry on Youtube) was there! One of the girls that was with us started saying "Ashton, Ashton, Ashton" (because aparently Raphael reminded her of Ashton from 5SOS...) and when I looked IT WAS RAPHAEL FUCKING GOMES!!! And then I started crying and I was like, "I know you, you're a Youtuber" and I cried even more and he was like "Aww" and then he hugged me and he asked my name and he took a picture with me and ASDFGGHHJKL MY FEELINGS!!! I never actually believed I would ever get to meet the people I watch on my computer's screen, and then he was in front of me and I EVEN FORGOT HIS FUCKING NAME!!! wut? I was too shocked and happy and I look horrible on that picture but then on twitter he said that I looked too cute and I fangirled so hard because ASDFGHJKJHGFDSDFGHJ THE FEELS!!! And after a BIG while 1D finally came on stage after THREE FUCKING HOURS of waitng and I cried and I was like "Lorac, get your shit together! C'mon!" And I was finally able to control myself and I loved the concert!!!
And after the concert, my life got even better because I BOUGHT A FUCKING 1D POSTER AND A FUCKING 5SOS T-SHIRT OH MY ANGEL BAND MERCH MAKES ME HAPPY AND ASDFGHJK that day was perfect and my t-shirt is beautiful and I currently have the One Direction boys looking at me while I'm writing this and Louis looks like he's confused. It's like he's saying "What the fuck are you doing, girl, get a life for fuck's sake!" YOU KNOW WHAT LOUIS??? I'M GONNA BE A REBEL AND I WON'T GET A LIFE AND I'LL SPEND THE REST OF MY SUMMER SITTING ON MY BED WRITING BLOG POSTS AND WATCHING ANIME!!! In yo' face BIATCH!
Anyways, talking about anime, I tried to watch a couple of Code Geass episodes while I was on the bus BECAUSE THEY HAVE FUCKING WI-FI THERE AND IT'S FUCKING GOOD!!! But I couldn't, because bus rides make me sleepy and I just wanted to listen to music and sleep. I didn't sleep though, I just listened to music :P I think I watched one episode, I'm not sure though, I don't even know what was the last episode I watched.
Guys, I didn't thought I would miss the blog so much! I thought about asking my friend to let me use her computer to write a quick thing but I didn't want to bother her and then she would ask for my blog, and I want to keep it in the shadows... :D
Anyways, this morning I returned to my school to sign the papers that would make me go into another shcool! Yey! I saw James!!! Double YEY!!! But seriously now, I'm getting a little worried because my body reacted in a weird way when I saw him because my heart started beating too fast and I started to shake and I had to hug myself so I wouldn't melt to the ground because ASDFGHJK I don't know what's going on with me. And then we had a little moment where we laughed because he was leaving the room but our spanish teacher said "Where do you think you're going? Come here and let me kiss you!!!"(waddup 1D reference! (waddup iiSuperWomanii reference!!) and he turned around and hugged her and the he sat on the table across mine and he looked and me and we started laughing but then I think we laughed more than we should and I keep thinking there was a hiding meaning behind our laughter session and ASSDFGHJKHGFDSASDFGHOJEHBSDCFVOPIJHFBWNJKSCODIJHB I just wanna sleep because I don't like to feel this because I know I'm gonna get hurt but AAARRRGGGHHHH
TBH, before today, I was feeling really numb because of the concert, because it had been the date I was looking forward to this whole time and now it's over and it's like I don't have a purpose anymore. I have no plans for the future, nothing is settled and I don't know, I don't like living without something to look forward to... I don't know. But today made me feel something, so I guess that's alright.
I'm sorry this is so big and I'm sorry it has nothing to do with anime, and I'm sorry about all the fangirling and girly feelings talk, but since there's only the shadows out there, I believe no one will actually care. Ahh, I've missed this place c:
Oh! And I finally listened to the 5SOS album and OMA IT'S SO GOOD!!! I think I have a thing for Michael. I think I'm a whore because I have a thing for Michael, and Louis, and Rin, and Isaac, and Jack and yeah, I don't care if they're years older or living miles away or if they're anime characters or fictional persons, I don't care! They're too perfect for me.
PS-Yesterday I was up 'till three in the morning scrolling through the 5 Seconds Of Summer tumblr tag and listening to their new album, so sorry for any mistakes, I barely slept and I'm tired.
PPS-5SOS are my new obsession, I'm not even sorry.
Song of the day: There will be two songs because I have been gone for too long. Numb, by Likin Park, for obvious reasons and because LP is awesome!!! And English Love Affair, by 5 Seconds Of Summer, because I think it's one of my favorites from the album so... YEAH!!!
Peace out dudes!
Lorac xx
Thursday, July 10, 2014
I hate Lelouch!
Hey!
EPISODE 14 CODE GEASS SPOILERS LEAVE IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCH THAT YET!
Now, that I have your attention, no, I do not hate Lelouch, he has purple eyes and he's the most caring person ever, of course I don't hate him!
But that doesn't mean I have to like his actions, does it?
I've just watched episode 14 and can I just say ARGHH!!! I mean, Mao, CC, Shirley, and that woman with purple hair (not Cornelia, but I can't remember her name) that was shot by Shirley and found by one of the Dark Knights near the rocks and then, of course, LELOUCH USED HIS FUCKING GEASS POWER TO MAKE SHIRLEY FORGET EVERYTHING ABOU HIM WHY?!?! THEY WERE SO PERFECT AND THEY KISSED AND ARGGGHHHH SHIPPING FRUSTRATION RIGHT HERE GUYS!!!
Also, I'm getting worried because I think I've watched episode 14 without watching the 13th, which is weird, but it might have just happened... Either ways, I'm just going to re-watch episode 13 now so...
Also, this post is going to be short because I really have to watch the rest of Code Geass now because Saturday I'm going to the North to go and watch THE ONE DIRECTION CONCERT I'M SO EXCITED OH MY ANGEL!!! Okay, I've fangirled enough :D Anyways, the concert is only on the 13th, but I'm going to spend a couple of days at my friend's house, so there won't be any updates Saturday or Sunday, and probably not Monday either so... Soree. But I mean, I won't get to watch anime, so I also loose...
Update: I discovered I haven't actually watched episode 13... My bad but tbh, I actually understood most of the 14th episode so... No worries. And it the 13th one happens to be the episode I managed to download so I can watch it right now without having to wait for it to load :D
I'm gonna go now...
PS-I cried when I found out that Lelouch made Shirley forget about him so you can see that I'm definitely not okay.
PPS-Tomorrow my dad's taking me to the city to take pictures for my new school card. I'm not excited at all.
PPPS-Sometimes I wonder why do I write to someone, when there's definitely no one reading this because the blog is in the shadows...
Song of the day: In My Veins, by Andrew Belle. Shoutout to every Castle fans out there, this song is for you! (I'm doing it again, damn Lorac! There's no one there for fuck's sake!)
EPISODE 14 CODE GEASS SPOILERS LEAVE IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCH THAT YET!
Now, that I have your attention, no, I do not hate Lelouch, he has purple eyes and he's the most caring person ever, of course I don't hate him!
But that doesn't mean I have to like his actions, does it?
I've just watched episode 14 and can I just say ARGHH!!! I mean, Mao, CC, Shirley, and that woman with purple hair (not Cornelia, but I can't remember her name) that was shot by Shirley and found by one of the Dark Knights near the rocks and then, of course, LELOUCH USED HIS FUCKING GEASS POWER TO MAKE SHIRLEY FORGET EVERYTHING ABOU HIM WHY?!?! THEY WERE SO PERFECT AND THEY KISSED AND ARGGGHHHH SHIPPING FRUSTRATION RIGHT HERE GUYS!!!
Also, I'm getting worried because I think I've watched episode 14 without watching the 13th, which is weird, but it might have just happened... Either ways, I'm just going to re-watch episode 13 now so...
Also, this post is going to be short because I really have to watch the rest of Code Geass now because Saturday I'm going to the North to go and watch THE ONE DIRECTION CONCERT I'M SO EXCITED OH MY ANGEL!!! Okay, I've fangirled enough :D Anyways, the concert is only on the 13th, but I'm going to spend a couple of days at my friend's house, so there won't be any updates Saturday or Sunday, and probably not Monday either so... Soree. But I mean, I won't get to watch anime, so I also loose...
Update: I discovered I haven't actually watched episode 13... My bad but tbh, I actually understood most of the 14th episode so... No worries. And it the 13th one happens to be the episode I managed to download so I can watch it right now without having to wait for it to load :D
I'm gonna go now...
PS-I cried when I found out that Lelouch made Shirley forget about him so you can see that I'm definitely not okay.
PPS-Tomorrow my dad's taking me to the city to take pictures for my new school card. I'm not excited at all.
PPPS-Sometimes I wonder why do I write to someone, when there's definitely no one reading this because the blog is in the shadows...
Song of the day: In My Veins, by Andrew Belle. Shoutout to every Castle fans out there, this song is for you! (I'm doing it again, damn Lorac! There's no one there for fuck's sake!)
Wednesday, July 9, 2014
Boredom
Hey!
So, I'm still watching Code Geass (yey for me) and I'm actually loving it! The episodes are getting better and the story is getting awesome and it's just ARGH I wanna know if he can save Japan! I'm excited.
Today I've watched Thor, the second movie, and I'm even more sad because (SPOILER) Loki died. I-a-WHY? But he died as a hero (sorta) so I guess that's okay.
So today's post is about BOREDOM and what to do to fight it. Basically, I'm telling you what to do :D
1.Watch anime.
Duh, it's kinda obvious this would be here, I mean, anime is great so why not give it a try?
2.Get crafty
So, probably you don't have a talent, but there's tones of things you can do and that are cute if you mess up. Search on the internet for DIY's and you'll get hundreds of cute things to do. Friendship bracelets, ways to re-decorate your room, I don't know, get creative!
3. Watch a series
If you're like my parents and you dislike watching "cartoons" (if you do, what the fuck are you doing here?!) try watching a series with real people. Like Pretty Little Liars or Game of Thrones (I know that they have nothing to do with each other, that's exactly why I put them together c:). They aren't better than anime, but they're good... (jk, jk)
4. Do some exercise
This isn't a really good option, isn't it? But if you spend you're whole days at home you'll get fat. Now, if you want to get fat, you can ignore this option.
5. Play with your pet
This one speaks for itself. But if you don't have a pet, why not adopt one? There's thousands of animals waiting for you to give 'em love!
6. Make some friends.
Now if you're and anti social like me, you'll find out that it's hard to go outside and meet new people. So, I make friends online. Join and online group of people of a fandom that you're also in. That way, you and all those people have something in common that you can share and from that, a lovely friendship can be born. But, if you prefer physical people, join a club near your house.
7. Go out with your already made friends
If you already have friends, physical ones, go out with them. Go to the pool, to the movies or just for a walk. Or do a sleepover! I do those a lot with Maia and it's always lots of fun because we end up doing a bunch of things! We get creative and do some DIY's that we find adorable, we cook, we watch LOTR and Star Wars and stuff like that (our sleepovers are basically the only times when we watch those kinds of movies because we don't want to watch them alone and our other firiends don't like them. Except the boys, but we can't do a sleepover with boys. I really don't understand why, really, but our parents decide that we can't... I'm really dependent...) and we get pwetty! It's always a lot of fun. But if you don't have friends, maybe you want to check out number 6 first.
8. Write
Writing is always a great way to clean your mind, whether it's by writing on a journal or writing a story. So, make up a story and put it on the paper. And, if you're crafty enough, you can even start your own manga! But if you don't feel like writing a story, write your own life-story. Write on a journal what you did that day, how you felt, make lists, add colages, random stuff, and in the end, re-reading that journal will make you smile because you'll think "What an idiot I was!" :D
*swipes sweat of forehead* That was nice wasn't it? Lorac gives the best advice, doesn't she? I love her! :P Anyways, I hope you truly enjoyed this list and yeah, that's it. If you have anymore suggestions, I'd love to hear them on the comment thingy c:
Song of the day: Teenagers, by My Chemical Romance BECAUSE TEENAGERS SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME (I've been screaming this song and "Wellcome to the Black Parade" through my house all day, and my parents are getting annoyed, but you can't shut MCR up!!! :D)
Peace out dudes!
Lorac xx
So, I'm still watching Code Geass (yey for me) and I'm actually loving it! The episodes are getting better and the story is getting awesome and it's just ARGH I wanna know if he can save Japan! I'm excited.
Today I've watched Thor, the second movie, and I'm even more sad because (SPOILER) Loki died. I-a-WHY? But he died as a hero (sorta) so I guess that's okay.
So today's post is about BOREDOM and what to do to fight it. Basically, I'm telling you what to do :D
1.Watch anime.
Duh, it's kinda obvious this would be here, I mean, anime is great so why not give it a try?
2.Get crafty
So, probably you don't have a talent, but there's tones of things you can do and that are cute if you mess up. Search on the internet for DIY's and you'll get hundreds of cute things to do. Friendship bracelets, ways to re-decorate your room, I don't know, get creative!
3. Watch a series
If you're like my parents and you dislike watching "cartoons" (if you do, what the fuck are you doing here?!) try watching a series with real people. Like Pretty Little Liars or Game of Thrones (I know that they have nothing to do with each other, that's exactly why I put them together c:). They aren't better than anime, but they're good... (jk, jk)
4. Do some exercise
This isn't a really good option, isn't it? But if you spend you're whole days at home you'll get fat. Now, if you want to get fat, you can ignore this option.
5. Play with your pet
This one speaks for itself. But if you don't have a pet, why not adopt one? There's thousands of animals waiting for you to give 'em love!
6. Make some friends.
Now if you're and anti social like me, you'll find out that it's hard to go outside and meet new people. So, I make friends online. Join and online group of people of a fandom that you're also in. That way, you and all those people have something in common that you can share and from that, a lovely friendship can be born. But, if you prefer physical people, join a club near your house.
7. Go out with your already made friends
If you already have friends, physical ones, go out with them. Go to the pool, to the movies or just for a walk. Or do a sleepover! I do those a lot with Maia and it's always lots of fun because we end up doing a bunch of things! We get creative and do some DIY's that we find adorable, we cook, we watch LOTR and Star Wars and stuff like that (our sleepovers are basically the only times when we watch those kinds of movies because we don't want to watch them alone and our other firiends don't like them. Except the boys, but we can't do a sleepover with boys. I really don't understand why, really, but our parents decide that we can't... I'm really dependent...) and we get pwetty! It's always a lot of fun. But if you don't have friends, maybe you want to check out number 6 first.
8. Write
Writing is always a great way to clean your mind, whether it's by writing on a journal or writing a story. So, make up a story and put it on the paper. And, if you're crafty enough, you can even start your own manga! But if you don't feel like writing a story, write your own life-story. Write on a journal what you did that day, how you felt, make lists, add colages, random stuff, and in the end, re-reading that journal will make you smile because you'll think "What an idiot I was!" :D
*swipes sweat of forehead* That was nice wasn't it? Lorac gives the best advice, doesn't she? I love her! :P Anyways, I hope you truly enjoyed this list and yeah, that's it. If you have anymore suggestions, I'd love to hear them on the comment thingy c:
Song of the day: Teenagers, by My Chemical Romance BECAUSE TEENAGERS SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME (I've been screaming this song and "Wellcome to the Black Parade" through my house all day, and my parents are getting annoyed, but you can't shut MCR up!!! :D)
Peace out dudes!
Lorac xx
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Attack on Titan and stuff
Hey!
I've never been so excited to write a blog post. I FINISHED ATTACK ON TITAN!!! Let's cheer to this everyone! I finished it and I loved it! I didn't like the end though. But I hope that there will be a season two. Because I believe in the manga there's more story? I don't know. I'm gonna read the manga now though. Online, even though I hate to read comics/manga online because the drawings are too small. I've tried it once and I hated it. I'm still hoping for the perfect app that alows me to make the drawings/ words bigger... Maybe there's already one... But it's probably not free so...
I actually finish AoT yesterday, at 2 am. The reson why I haven't made this post earlier? BECAUSE LORAC HAS A BUSY LIFE! No, actually I woke up right before lunch, so after lunch I watched a movie (Ender's Game, I have no words to describe how much I love that shit, it's so good and it has one of my favorite actors EVER (Asa Butterfield, from "Hugo's Invenction" (I may or may not have a crush on that boy but we all have to admit that he grew up since The Boy In The Striped Pijamas and he's hella sexy! Not as sexy as Rin Okumura though, no one can beat that tail and those blue flames ;D)) as the main character so, yep, I loved it. My mum told me it's inspired by a series of books, so she says she's going to buy the books for me for my birthday (which is actually next month :D) which I thought was really cool. Thanks mum!) and then I decided I was getting fat so I went for a bike ride. I'm really tired actually. I do play a sport, badminton, but it's a school club so, since school ended a month ago, I haven't exercised for a month. YEY. But it went well.
And now I'm watching a new anime called Code Geass. No, it's not Fairy Tail and I went with the anime James told me to watch instead with the one I wanted to. I'm hating myself right now because of that. But the anime isn't that bad, but the beggining is kinda boring I think. But James says it gets better so I guess I'll have to stick to it to see...
Also, CONNOR FRANTA LEFT O2L OH NO WHY? I cried so hard watching the video because feelings and I'm just ending it here or else I wont be able to stop. The video was out yesterday but I could only watch it today so, I think I'm kinda late.
Oh, and my parents had "The Talk" with me. Not the "Sex" talk, no, the talk where they tell me I have to stop watching so much "cartoons" and that I should do something productive with my holidays. And by productive, I think they mean study. But I'm not gonna do it. Sorry mum, sorry dad.
So yeah, it's a short post today because I'm tired from that bike ride. Soree.
Song of the day: Vegas Lights, by Panic! At The Disco. Any song by P!ATD is good, but Vegas Lights as been stuck in my head for ages!
Peace out dudes!
Lorac xx
I've never been so excited to write a blog post. I FINISHED ATTACK ON TITAN!!! Let's cheer to this everyone! I finished it and I loved it! I didn't like the end though. But I hope that there will be a season two. Because I believe in the manga there's more story? I don't know. I'm gonna read the manga now though. Online, even though I hate to read comics/manga online because the drawings are too small. I've tried it once and I hated it. I'm still hoping for the perfect app that alows me to make the drawings/ words bigger... Maybe there's already one... But it's probably not free so...
I actually finish AoT yesterday, at 2 am. The reson why I haven't made this post earlier? BECAUSE LORAC HAS A BUSY LIFE! No, actually I woke up right before lunch, so after lunch I watched a movie (Ender's Game, I have no words to describe how much I love that shit, it's so good and it has one of my favorite actors EVER (Asa Butterfield, from "Hugo's Invenction" (I may or may not have a crush on that boy but we all have to admit that he grew up since The Boy In The Striped Pijamas and he's hella sexy! Not as sexy as Rin Okumura though, no one can beat that tail and those blue flames ;D)) as the main character so, yep, I loved it. My mum told me it's inspired by a series of books, so she says she's going to buy the books for me for my birthday (which is actually next month :D) which I thought was really cool. Thanks mum!) and then I decided I was getting fat so I went for a bike ride. I'm really tired actually. I do play a sport, badminton, but it's a school club so, since school ended a month ago, I haven't exercised for a month. YEY. But it went well.
And now I'm watching a new anime called Code Geass. No, it's not Fairy Tail and I went with the anime James told me to watch instead with the one I wanted to. I'm hating myself right now because of that. But the anime isn't that bad, but the beggining is kinda boring I think. But James says it gets better so I guess I'll have to stick to it to see...
Also, CONNOR FRANTA LEFT O2L OH NO WHY? I cried so hard watching the video because feelings and I'm just ending it here or else I wont be able to stop. The video was out yesterday but I could only watch it today so, I think I'm kinda late.
Oh, and my parents had "The Talk" with me. Not the "Sex" talk, no, the talk where they tell me I have to stop watching so much "cartoons" and that I should do something productive with my holidays. And by productive, I think they mean study. But I'm not gonna do it. Sorry mum, sorry dad.
So yeah, it's a short post today because I'm tired from that bike ride. Soree.
Song of the day: Vegas Lights, by Panic! At The Disco. Any song by P!ATD is good, but Vegas Lights as been stuck in my head for ages!
Peace out dudes!
Lorac xx
Research
Don't you just hate it when you have Caps Lock on because you were online yelling at someone and then you're going to write something and you don't notice the Caps Lock, and you end up writing everything with capital letters where they shouldn't be? Well, me too. I guess that's why people use the Shift key.
Anyways, ignore my little rant.
Hey!
So, as a crazy lil' girl that I am, sometimes I find myself with nothing to do. Because I'm crazy enough to do everything at once. And then I end up bored and having nothing to do. No, I still have to finish Attack On Titan (blame me, but blame also George, he's getting really slow lately) but while the AOT episode is loading, I want to do some research (woah there, I used bold letters!)
So I have this list of animes I want to watch when I finish with Attack on Titan. And I've always wondered, How many episodes does each anime have? So, I decided to go onto Google and find that out, and share my information with you, along with some comments.
Sword Art Online
I heard about this one from Phil (AmazingPhil on YouTube) and from what he said I thought the anime was really cool (at least the storyline). It has 25 episode and 5 specials.
Kuroshitsuji AKA Black Butler
I heard about this anime in a Youtube video, and I saw the characters and I liked it, I really don't know why. It has two seasons, the first one has 24 episodes and an OVA (can you refer to it like that? an OVA? I dunno), the second has 12 episodes and 6 OVA's. Wikipedia says a third season has been announced and it will be broadcasted THIS MONTH (July 2014). I don't know if that's true or not, I don't really trust Wikipedia...
Ouran Highschool Host Club
I think the first time I knew about this anime was a year ago, in a MarziaPie video. But I might be confusing it with something else. I think I watched the first episode last year, but I stopped, I don't know why. I liked it though. I heard about it again this hear in a Youtube video. It has 26 episodes.
Free!
Loads of people were talking about season two of this anime, which I think came out three or four days ago? I don't know. But I felt curious, so I wrote it on my list. THERE'S A CHARACTER NAMED RIN :O It's a swimming anime? That's awesome, I get to see a bunch of anime guys half naked YAASSS!!! It has 12 episodes and the second season only has one (yet)
Fairy Tail
Heard about it in a Youtube video. IT HAS ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY FUCKING NINE EPISODES (189) ARE YOU SHITTING ME?! Wut? It was the anime I was most excited to watch because it has hot guys :c And it's still ongoing?! Okay, see the brightside here, you're gonna love it, and you're not going to be sad because it endend because IT'S SO FUCKING LONG! :D
Soul Eater
Also in a Youtube video. ARE YOU SHITTING ME MTV IN MY COUNTRY IS TRANSMITING THIS?! OMA that is awesome! It has 51 episodes. Wikipedia also mentioned a Soul Eater NOT (I don't know what that means) but I decided to not look any further because I'm lazy c:
Kaichou Wa Maid Sama AKA Maid Sama! (it means "The president is a maid!")
It's about a girl with a secret double-life? I like that. It has 26 episodes. *secretly does happy dance*
Clannad
23 episodes (22+1 special) and then you have two OVA's (still don't know if you can refer to them like that) and then there's Clannad after History, which has 24 episodes. I'm not ging to search what this one is about, I want a surprise!
Fullmetal Alchemist
OMA I've hear so many people talk about this that I thought "Add it to your list gurl, it must be good!". I'm guessing it's about alchemists? It seems cool. It has 51 episodes and FOR FUCK'S SAKE IT STREAMED ON NATIONAL TELIVISON WHAT IS LIFE MY COUNTRY HAVING ANIME ON TV WUT?! okay, I'm fine now. Oh, and then you have Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood, which has 64 episodes. Okay, I saw the trailer, I liked it!
So there you have it, my one hour anime research (this actually took me one hour, I bet AOT has already loaded 120% now) and I had fun. There will probably be more of this lists and stuff but yeah. Remember that all of this information is on Wikipedia and I'm not an anime-god, I don't know everything, so if there's any kind of mistakes, please tell me, I'll be glad to correct them. ^.^
Peace out dudes
Lorac xx
PS-I didn't bother to look at this again, because I just want to go and watch AOT so there's probably going to be a lot of speeling mistakes and things that don't make sense. I'll edit this post tomorrow. c:
Anyways, ignore my little rant.
Hey!
So, as a crazy lil' girl that I am, sometimes I find myself with nothing to do. Because I'm crazy enough to do everything at once. And then I end up bored and having nothing to do. No, I still have to finish Attack On Titan (blame me, but blame also George, he's getting really slow lately) but while the AOT episode is loading, I want to do some research (woah there, I used bold letters!)
So I have this list of animes I want to watch when I finish with Attack on Titan. And I've always wondered, How many episodes does each anime have? So, I decided to go onto Google and find that out, and share my information with you, along with some comments.
Sword Art Online
I heard about this one from Phil (AmazingPhil on YouTube) and from what he said I thought the anime was really cool (at least the storyline). It has 25 episode and 5 specials.
Kuroshitsuji AKA Black Butler
I heard about this anime in a Youtube video, and I saw the characters and I liked it, I really don't know why. It has two seasons, the first one has 24 episodes and an OVA (can you refer to it like that? an OVA? I dunno), the second has 12 episodes and 6 OVA's. Wikipedia says a third season has been announced and it will be broadcasted THIS MONTH (July 2014). I don't know if that's true or not, I don't really trust Wikipedia...
Ouran Highschool Host Club
I think the first time I knew about this anime was a year ago, in a MarziaPie video. But I might be confusing it with something else. I think I watched the first episode last year, but I stopped, I don't know why. I liked it though. I heard about it again this hear in a Youtube video. It has 26 episodes.
Free!
Loads of people were talking about season two of this anime, which I think came out three or four days ago? I don't know. But I felt curious, so I wrote it on my list. THERE'S A CHARACTER NAMED RIN :O It's a swimming anime? That's awesome, I get to see a bunch of anime guys half naked YAASSS!!! It has 12 episodes and the second season only has one (yet)
Fairy Tail
Heard about it in a Youtube video. IT HAS ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY FUCKING NINE EPISODES (189) ARE YOU SHITTING ME?! Wut? It was the anime I was most excited to watch because it has hot guys :c And it's still ongoing?! Okay, see the brightside here, you're gonna love it, and you're not going to be sad because it endend because IT'S SO FUCKING LONG! :D
Soul Eater
Also in a Youtube video. ARE YOU SHITTING ME MTV IN MY COUNTRY IS TRANSMITING THIS?! OMA that is awesome! It has 51 episodes. Wikipedia also mentioned a Soul Eater NOT (I don't know what that means) but I decided to not look any further because I'm lazy c:
Kaichou Wa Maid Sama AKA Maid Sama! (it means "The president is a maid!")
It's about a girl with a secret double-life? I like that. It has 26 episodes. *secretly does happy dance*
Clannad
23 episodes (22+1 special) and then you have two OVA's (still don't know if you can refer to them like that) and then there's Clannad after History, which has 24 episodes. I'm not ging to search what this one is about, I want a surprise!
Fullmetal Alchemist
OMA I've hear so many people talk about this that I thought "Add it to your list gurl, it must be good!". I'm guessing it's about alchemists? It seems cool. It has 51 episodes and FOR FUCK'S SAKE IT STREAMED ON NATIONAL TELIVISON WHAT IS LIFE MY COUNTRY HAVING ANIME ON TV WUT?! okay, I'm fine now. Oh, and then you have Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood, which has 64 episodes. Okay, I saw the trailer, I liked it!
So there you have it, my one hour anime research (this actually took me one hour, I bet AOT has already loaded 120% now) and I had fun. There will probably be more of this lists and stuff but yeah. Remember that all of this information is on Wikipedia and I'm not an anime-god, I don't know everything, so if there's any kind of mistakes, please tell me, I'll be glad to correct them. ^.^
Peace out dudes
Lorac xx
PS-I didn't bother to look at this again, because I just want to go and watch AOT so there's probably going to be a lot of speeling mistakes and things that don't make sense. I'll edit this post tomorrow. c:
Monday, July 7, 2014
Really interesting message
I lost my slippers... I'll keep you updated but I have no idea where they are...
2 minutes later
UPDATE: Found my slippers. They were under a pillow. I'm glad I found them, I need them to walk to the kitchen to eat. Because my parents won't allow me to walk around the house foot-naked :c
2 minutes later
UPDATE: Found my slippers. They were under a pillow. I'm glad I found them, I need them to walk to the kitchen to eat. Because my parents won't allow me to walk around the house foot-naked :c
Fanficitons
Hey!
Song of the day: I Miss You- blink 182 (it's a great song and I love screaming "DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME ON ME YOU'RE ALREADY THE VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD!" to everyone because it's just beautiful. :D (I'm doing it right now)
So, yesterday, at 2 am, when I was in my bed, not sleeping but not entirely awake, I decided that this blog would not be just about anime. Anime mainly, but not just anime. And by the title of this post, you can guest what I'm going to talk about. That's right baby, fanficitons!
As a proper fangirl, I find myself searching through the wattpad library for a good One Direction fanfiction (yes, judge me, I listen to 1D, who cares?) simply because I have nothing else to do. And sometimes a find someone that as a talent for writing. And then I think "What a waste of talent" and I start to hate fanfictions, so I stop reading for a while. Sometimes I find myself thinking "What if the people that are in this fanfiction (One Direction in this case) ever read this?" I know they have read some, they've said that themselves but... What do they think? I mean, if someone wrote a fanfiction about me, I wouldn't like it. People are imagining kissing you and having sex with you and do all sorts of weird stuff with you. It's like mastubating thinking of you. Yeah, that's gross.
But, because I'm not famous, I don't know how to handle the fact that someone is imagining stuff with me. But I bet One Direction (specially Harry) wouldn'te feel very confortable if they read the After fanfiction. Yuc.
On the other side, I've find myself typing on good ol' Georgie a Zayn Malik fanfiction. I'm not proud of it. Of the fanfiction. It really sucks. And I kinda understand the people who write them. Because you can't have them, you picture yourself with them, doing cute stuff and going through all the relationship drama with them. And other people can relate to that, so they'll read your fanfiction. And you'll be happy because even if it's only in your imagination, or on wattpad, you can feel like it was really happening, and that gives you a little bit of happiness.
The good thing about fanficiton is that if you're a good writer, people will like it and compliment you. It doesn't matter what you write, you'll be complimented because you have a talent. Even if you're wasting it writing some 1D fanficiton.
Anyways, to resume all of this. I'm not against fanfiction. I think that's great that people are writing and other people are reading and everybody is happy. But smut? (I guess this post was all about smut in the end ;D) I mean, c'mon! Go find a porn site or something. And think about One Direction! They're not porn stars or anything...
Peace out dudes
Lorac xx
Song of the day: I Miss You- blink 182 (it's a great song and I love screaming "DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME ON ME YOU'RE ALREADY THE VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD!" to everyone because it's just beautiful. :D (I'm doing it right now)
PS-there's nothing wrong with smut, or fanficitons. Please note that this is my opinion, and that I like to insult people. Please don't take it seriously, I do that all the time. And, I have read After, so I'm one to blame c;
Sunday, July 6, 2014
A night in the life of Lorac: Tryin' to watch anime
Okay, it's ten pm, time to finish Attack on Titan.
Wait, I don't think I'm ready to finish that show.
Okay, I am, let's go.
AnimeFake.com
Watch Episode 21
*loading*
half an hour later...
*loading*
Better check out tumblr.
half an hour later
OH NO I LOST MY INTERNET CONNECT- Wait, there she is (yes, my internet connection is a girl, problem?)
But it still hasn't loaded the episode? Better go on Facebook.
Wait, it changed again? Mark, you need to stop changing the design of your website, it's really confusing me... Yeh, but anime can be even more confusing.
WAIT I'M ONLINE? 'Kay, time to check the website.
'Exceded time limit' DA FUC?!
F5 F5 F5
Okay, wait more thirty minutes.
Better log in on Steam. Wait, I can't because I LOST MY FUCKING INTERNET CONNECTION... AGAIN!
Turn off W-Lan thingy.
Turn it on again.
Wait to have wi- Wait, what do you mean you don't catch the wi-fi?!?
IT CONNECTED!
*signing in*
I'M ON!!! *heaven's light*
F5 on the episode page.
Better not lose the fucking connection again.
Refresh Facebook. Close Tumblr, it spends too much internet, I need to save it for the anime (lol my logic)
Wait, why don't you close Tumblr? Close, close, CLOSE!!!
My computer is so slow... Damn you, Windows XP!
OH NO I LOST HER AGAIN!!!
I'm so sad, yesterday I was on the computer until 4 am, why can't I have the internet now? Wait, maybe the internet gods think I've had too much internet yesterday and they think that today I don't deserve it. Or maybe the person who's giving the internet to me just moved away (I use a hostspot thingy, it's weird, don't even ask)
Let's do a test.
*Unlocks phone* Own, Rin, you're so adorable! *turns on wi-fi* Yep, definately, the person who's giving me the internet has moved away...
Oh no. What am I supposed to do now?
But I went on the internet just two hours ago, what happened?
I'M SO CONFUSED!!!
Repair? Repair what? UH, repair my internet connection! *repairing*
It's gonna take a while...
*reads a wattpad fanfiction*
*checks 'repairing'*
It's stll renovating the IP adress? But it's been doing that for HOURS!!!
I can't take it!
*turns off W-Lan thingy
*turns it on once again*
*waits*
*tries to connect to the hotspot*
I'm hungry.
*waits more*
*tries repairing the connection again*
*commits suicide because can't live without internet/anime*
*COME TO LIFE AGAIN BECAUSE CONNECTED TO THE INTERNET!!!*
OMA YASSS
*close all unecessary tabs*
*opens Steam*
It's loading, it's loading, it's loading yassssss
That's a cute name. Shingeki no Kyojin. I'M HAPPY!!!
*checks internet speed*
"very slow"
*moves closer to the window*
*loses the internet*
*finds it again*
*checks Steam*
*jumps happily because James's online*
(yeah, I may or may not have a crush on my best friend... DO NOT JUDGE ME!)
*finds out that he actually isn't online, it was just George (my computer) messing with me*
*checks the AOT tab*
*waits patiently for it to load*
I'm hungry.
*does happy dance because the episode has loaded and James messaged me*
MY LIFE IS GREAT!
Hey, hey, hey.
So, this is diferent... Got to go, James messaging me like hell, and the Steam messaging sound is annoying.
BTW everything said above actually just happened so yeah.
Peace out dudes!
Lorac xx
Wait, I don't think I'm ready to finish that show.
Okay, I am, let's go.
AnimeFake.com
Watch Episode 21
*loading*
half an hour later...
*loading*
Better check out tumblr.
half an hour later
OH NO I LOST MY INTERNET CONNECT- Wait, there she is (yes, my internet connection is a girl, problem?)
But it still hasn't loaded the episode? Better go on Facebook.
Wait, it changed again? Mark, you need to stop changing the design of your website, it's really confusing me... Yeh, but anime can be even more confusing.
WAIT I'M ONLINE? 'Kay, time to check the website.
'Exceded time limit' DA FUC?!
F5 F5 F5
Okay, wait more thirty minutes.
Better log in on Steam. Wait, I can't because I LOST MY FUCKING INTERNET CONNECTION... AGAIN!
Turn off W-Lan thingy.
Turn it on again.
Wait to have wi- Wait, what do you mean you don't catch the wi-fi?!?
IT CONNECTED!
*signing in*
I'M ON!!! *heaven's light*
F5 on the episode page.
Better not lose the fucking connection again.
Refresh Facebook. Close Tumblr, it spends too much internet, I need to save it for the anime (lol my logic)
Wait, why don't you close Tumblr? Close, close, CLOSE!!!
My computer is so slow... Damn you, Windows XP!
OH NO I LOST HER AGAIN!!!
I'm so sad, yesterday I was on the computer until 4 am, why can't I have the internet now? Wait, maybe the internet gods think I've had too much internet yesterday and they think that today I don't deserve it. Or maybe the person who's giving the internet to me just moved away (I use a hostspot thingy, it's weird, don't even ask)
Let's do a test.
*Unlocks phone* Own, Rin, you're so adorable! *turns on wi-fi* Yep, definately, the person who's giving me the internet has moved away...
Oh no. What am I supposed to do now?
But I went on the internet just two hours ago, what happened?
I'M SO CONFUSED!!!
Repair? Repair what? UH, repair my internet connection! *repairing*
It's gonna take a while...
*reads a wattpad fanfiction*
*checks 'repairing'*
It's stll renovating the IP adress? But it's been doing that for HOURS!!!
I can't take it!
*turns off W-Lan thingy
*turns it on once again*
*waits*
*tries to connect to the hotspot*
I'm hungry.
*waits more*
*tries repairing the connection again*
*commits suicide because can't live without internet/anime*
*COME TO LIFE AGAIN BECAUSE CONNECTED TO THE INTERNET!!!*
OMA YASSS
*close all unecessary tabs*
*opens Steam*
It's loading, it's loading, it's loading yassssss
That's a cute name. Shingeki no Kyojin. I'M HAPPY!!!
*checks internet speed*
"very slow"
*moves closer to the window*
*loses the internet*
*finds it again*
*checks Steam*
*jumps happily because James's online*
(yeah, I may or may not have a crush on my best friend... DO NOT JUDGE ME!)
*finds out that he actually isn't online, it was just George (my computer) messing with me*
*checks the AOT tab*
*waits patiently for it to load*
I'm hungry.
*does happy dance because the episode has loaded and James messaged me*
MY LIFE IS GREAT!
Hey, hey, hey.
So, this is diferent... Got to go, James messaging me like hell, and the Steam messaging sound is annoying.
BTW everything said above actually just happened so yeah.
Peace out dudes!
Lorac xx
Hey
Hey!
Okay, long story short. I'm Lorac, 15, not american, slgihtly worried because I might be addicted to anime. That's basicly the reason why I decided to start this blog.
Don't judge me if there's any spelling mistakes. I'm too lazy to check the thingy that verifies your grammar.
So, okay, this is going to be so weird writing for the internet, but I don't feel like writing in a physical journal and if it's on the internet, it might force me to try to write in here most of the days. Because if I write, usually I'm happier and I don't have to carry so much on my shoulders aka my thoughts.
And, I really want to share my anime adventures with you people because I started wacthing anime and I kinda got addicted to it.? God, this sounds so lame. Anyways, it was actually my best friend who introduced me to Death Note and then I kinda liked it and then he said "Watch the Blue Exorcist!" and now I might be "in love" with Rin Okumura... What can I do, he has a freaking TAIL and his flames are BLUE and he's adorable!!! And now I'm watching attack on Titan and everybody's like "OH MY GOD KEEP WATCHING IT BECAUSE PLOT TWISTS, LEVI, TITANS" and I'm like "OMA I'm so confused!" but I kinda like it. But I have to admite that Ao No Exorcist is more my kind of anime...? I don't even know what's my kind of anime. Are there kinds of anime? How do you say anime? Like, animeH or anIme? I don't know...
Also, I JUST GOT RID OF EXAMS AND MY SCHOOL but at the same time I'm feeling conflictuated (is this a word?) because I'm leaving the guys that sticked with me for four years and I don't think I can't handle it. I mean, I'm not good with people, let me get this straight. I'm kinda of an antisocial... I don't know if you english/americans use this word? Do you? I don't know. Anyways, I'm kinda of an antisocial and my dad actually got mad at me because of that... Pff, dumb dad. And because I'm not good with people, it took me a long time to actually accept them as my close friends. (In the begining everybody was like "I LOVE YOU OMA!!!" but then I was like "WUT? Why do I love them?" and I had a thing in my brain that told me "Why would you like them? They don't like you" and then... you see the scenario) And to be best friends with, well, my best friends (James and Maia, in case you were wondering their names...) This shit is getting confusing. Actually, I'm not even sorry.
I'm four episodes away from finishing Attack On Titan. The next anime I'm going to watch it's... I think it's Fairy Tail (I think you write it like that? I dunno). But James (you know, the guy that introduced me to anime) says that I have to watch other animes but I'm like HELL NO I'M GONNA BE A REBELIOUS AND DO MY THING and also, who cares what I watch or not? I mean, I have the whole summer ahead of me.
I'm so afraid that someone I know will find out about this, because I don't say these things to them, I'm not brave enough. And, yeah. It would be weird if they found out so, I hope this blog stays in the shadows forever...
Song of the day: Me and Creed, by I don't know the name of the artist but it's a song from The Blue Exorcist and it just makes me feel so powerfull and happy because in the anime, when it plays, it means something big and awesome is about to happen and arghh, I just love that shit so much! I still need to see the movie. Actually, There's a lot of things I need to watch, like Game Of Thrones and Dr. Who and Breaking Bad... I actually fear that I won't have enough time to watch all of that plus the animes I want to watch... Ahh, the summer life of a teenager :D
Peace out dudes! (yes, I just used Jason's (veeoneeye on youtube, check him out, he's awesome!) way to call his viewers but you know what? I don't give a what! (Ricky Dillon, I know, I'm awesome!))
Lorac xx
Okay, long story short. I'm Lorac, 15, not american, slgihtly worried because I might be addicted to anime. That's basicly the reason why I decided to start this blog.
Don't judge me if there's any spelling mistakes. I'm too lazy to check the thingy that verifies your grammar.
So, okay, this is going to be so weird writing for the internet, but I don't feel like writing in a physical journal and if it's on the internet, it might force me to try to write in here most of the days. Because if I write, usually I'm happier and I don't have to carry so much on my shoulders aka my thoughts.
And, I really want to share my anime adventures with you people because I started wacthing anime and I kinda got addicted to it.? God, this sounds so lame. Anyways, it was actually my best friend who introduced me to Death Note and then I kinda liked it and then he said "Watch the Blue Exorcist!" and now I might be "in love" with Rin Okumura... What can I do, he has a freaking TAIL and his flames are BLUE and he's adorable!!! And now I'm watching attack on Titan and everybody's like "OH MY GOD KEEP WATCHING IT BECAUSE PLOT TWISTS, LEVI, TITANS" and I'm like "OMA I'm so confused!" but I kinda like it. But I have to admite that Ao No Exorcist is more my kind of anime...? I don't even know what's my kind of anime. Are there kinds of anime? How do you say anime? Like, animeH or anIme? I don't know...
Also, I JUST GOT RID OF EXAMS AND MY SCHOOL but at the same time I'm feeling conflictuated (is this a word?) because I'm leaving the guys that sticked with me for four years and I don't think I can't handle it. I mean, I'm not good with people, let me get this straight. I'm kinda of an antisocial... I don't know if you english/americans use this word? Do you? I don't know. Anyways, I'm kinda of an antisocial and my dad actually got mad at me because of that... Pff, dumb dad. And because I'm not good with people, it took me a long time to actually accept them as my close friends. (In the begining everybody was like "I LOVE YOU OMA!!!" but then I was like "WUT? Why do I love them?" and I had a thing in my brain that told me "Why would you like them? They don't like you" and then... you see the scenario) And to be best friends with, well, my best friends (James and Maia, in case you were wondering their names...) This shit is getting confusing. Actually, I'm not even sorry.
I'm four episodes away from finishing Attack On Titan. The next anime I'm going to watch it's... I think it's Fairy Tail (I think you write it like that? I dunno). But James (you know, the guy that introduced me to anime) says that I have to watch other animes but I'm like HELL NO I'M GONNA BE A REBELIOUS AND DO MY THING and also, who cares what I watch or not? I mean, I have the whole summer ahead of me.
I'm so afraid that someone I know will find out about this, because I don't say these things to them, I'm not brave enough. And, yeah. It would be weird if they found out so, I hope this blog stays in the shadows forever...
Song of the day: Me and Creed, by I don't know the name of the artist but it's a song from The Blue Exorcist and it just makes me feel so powerfull and happy because in the anime, when it plays, it means something big and awesome is about to happen and arghh, I just love that shit so much! I still need to see the movie. Actually, There's a lot of things I need to watch, like Game Of Thrones and Dr. Who and Breaking Bad... I actually fear that I won't have enough time to watch all of that plus the animes I want to watch... Ahh, the summer life of a teenager :D
Peace out dudes! (yes, I just used Jason's (veeoneeye on youtube, check him out, he's awesome!) way to call his viewers but you know what? I don't give a what! (Ricky Dillon, I know, I'm awesome!))
Lorac xx
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