Sunday, October 19, 2014

SWORD ART ONLINE SPOILER ALERT

HEY!
OH MY ANGEL IM SO EXCITED TO WRITE THIS!
IM WATCHING SWORD ART ONLINE AND ITS LIKE THE MIDDLE OF THE SEASON, EPISODE 15 WHERE THE OPENING CHANGES AND THE GAME ENDEND AND KIRITO OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS IS COMING BACK INTO THE NORMAL LIFE! and I figured that because my twitter followers wouldn't want to read my tweets about some 'stupid cartoon', I would write in here as the episode would go.
So, episode 15. (btw this will be just a mess because it will be random thoughts but yeah CONTENT as woto says so, fuck it!)

THE OPENING SPOILS A LOT OF THINGS LIKE NO, SHUT UP I DONT WANNA KNOW!!!
wait, am i still watching sao or is it Legend of Zelda?
THIS LOOKS A LOT LIKE ZELDA WHAT IS THIS?!
okay, so Kirito sister has a sword...
NO BOY BAD IDEA DONT DO THAT ITS STILL TOO EARLY FOR YOU TO PICK A SWORD AND FIGHT BOY!
OH NO POOR THING HE THOUGHT HE WAS STILL IN THE GAME NO COME HERE KIRITO LET ME HUG YOU AND BE YOUR ASUNA!!!
OH HES SO ADORABLE WITH HIS SISTER CAN I BE SUGU PLEASE!?
GOING TO SEE HER?
who's her?!
Wait shes hasnt woken up yet?!
TWO MONTHS AGO?!
WUT?
THEY HAD YET TO AWAKE?! WHAT DO YA MEAN?!
Of course hes behind it!
oh no Asuna...
Kirigaya, that's his name
nononono
nononononon
nononon
you cant like her asuna is supposed to end with kirito not with you you old bastard!
nonononono
inciesta not aproves
nknigsfhgshjsd
NONONONONO
HES SMELLING HER HAIR THAT BASTARD
DCNOIFGVRWSH
NONONO NO MARRIEAGE HES GOING TO RAPE HER
OF COURSE SHE DOESNT LIKE YOU YOURE A PEDOPHILE!!!
YOU GO KIRITO
Argus?
Lect?
WHAAAATTTT?!?!?
nnonononono thats just sick nonono
NO THE GUY LOVES HER YOU CANT ASK HIM TO NOT COME BACK LIKE COME ON KIRITO KILL THE BASTARD!
lol i keep calling him kirito his name is kirigaya lololol
nononono no me gusta nope nope nope
i like kirito's computer it has so many screens.
NO KIRITO YOURE NOT HOPELESS I LIKE YOU
kirito dont cry
oh great now ill start crying too
OH FUCK YOU SUGU AND YOUR WISE WORDS YOURE SO CUTE
whats happening?
KIRITO IS ADOPTED?!
wut? im confused
japanese hospitals are so modern I l-WAIT THEY'RE COUSINS WAAAAAAAAAAAAAT????
shes taking it really well
your heart belongs to her alone CAN YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING?! CAUSE IM SCREAMING REALLY LOUD RIGHT NOW!!! in my head cause its like midnight but yeah, you get the point.
lol poke
oni-chan is so adorable
wait wat just happened why did she run away?
YEY THREE SCREEN COMPUTER!
ASUNAAAAAAAAA
and it ended.

Well this was fun. I'm endind this here because 1. it takes too much effort to write and watch at the same time. 2. it's late and i want to watch the rest. 3. there's no three lolol

I'm sorry for the caps lock and lack of '''' these things '''' but too lazy to care :P
Anyways, song of the day is Misguided Ghosts, by Paramore. I've been listening to a lot of Paramore recently, they're so great!

I hate Cole. And Jess.

Peace out dragons,
Lorac xx

BTW CAN YOU BE HAPPY BECAUSE ANIME RELATED POST OH MY ANGEL YASS FINALLY I'VE MISSED WRITING THESE!


yess jess i just said i hate you over there. you can spank me at school on monday :P

Saturday, October 4, 2014

Yeah, definitely not anime related

Hey!
Hi. Hello there. It's been a long time hasn't it? It feels like too long. I've missed writing here. But school kinda keeps me busy. Except on the weekends.
So, let's start with the easy part, anime. FREE! BROKE MY HEART AND MADE ME FEEL SO HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME LIKE OMFA THAT SHIT IS SO CHEESY BUT AT THE SAME TIME IT MAKES ME WANT A FRIENDSHIP LIKE THEIRS AND ARGHSKJAJNDF RIN MUST MEAN ADORABLENESS BECAUSE THIS RIN IS ALSO ADORABLE AND CUTE IN HIS OWN WAY ASDSFKJDBNVSD THE FEELS!! I've finished downloading Sword Art Online, so I can watch it at school. Yey!
So, where do I go from here? Should I talk about my new school, James, my youtube channel or my parents.
My youtube channel. Me and Maia (AKA my best friend, as you may know, and whom real name is actually Rachel, i just use diferent names to protect their identities; for instance, James real name isn't James, but I not going to say it anyways.) are creating a youtube channel called the Machelli Project. The first two videos should have been out by wednesday the 1st and friday the 3rd, but Maia uploaded the unedited version and was unable to edit the video on time, so the Machelli Project will only exist next week. I'm excited.
Now about things that are kinda sad. And kinda serious. My parents argue. A lot. Since I remember there wasn't a single month that passed without my parents having a fight. And I thought it was okay, normal, for parents to call each other names and call out all the bad things they've ever done. I'd always thought it was normal, okay, because in the end they always restarted speaking to each other and being nice. But I was 6 at the time (the age when I remember the first BIG fight) and the only outside interaction I had was at school, where there weren't more parents for me to compare. But then I started going to sleepovers, and I realized that other people's parents didn't fight. Obviously because I was there. But still. They always seemed so... Lovely and happy near each other. And my friends never complained about their parents. I also never did. It wasn't something I was proud of, and because I thought it was normal, I never felt the urge to comment that. You don't comment what's normal. But in the past three years, my parents have been fighting a lot more than usual. And the aftermath usually lasts for two to three weeks before everything comes to normal. And now my mom is saying that she wants the divorce. But that she can't divorce my dad because she has no money, and we're drowning in my dads debts, which are my mom's because he made her sign the papers. And my mom is the only one who works in the house, and there's no money coming now because 1) the debts and 2) my parents had a car crush in may, and while my dad came out withouth gettin hurt, my mom broke a thing in her back, and now she hasn't been working since then. And about four days ago, my mom burst into my room, aparently in the middle of a fight (I didn't hear because I had my headphones on) and says with that voice that means trouble "Where's my phone, I need to call the police, your father just hit me.". And my heart stoped. And I didn't know what to do. I started crying but I stopped because I don't cry, and then I went to see what was happening and my dad was screaming and my mom was screaming and my grandad was with his hand on my mom's shoulder saying 'calm down there's no need to fight' and then my dad says "Lora go to your room and close the door" and I got really scared. But now they still don't speak and I don't know what to do. It was the first time my dad physically hurted my mom, and I don't know.

(update from future lora in july 2015: I make it sound like this is a really bad thing. I was scared for the future of my parents. But things weren't that bad, even though they sound like it. honestly, i'm considering taking this post down because it might give the internet the wrong idea)

But onto more happy things. Okay, maybe not so happy. James. James. James has got a freaking crush. On a girl. Like WUT?! You can't do this to me boy, it's not allowed. You're breaking the law. And my heart. Even though I swore to Maia that I didn't like him anymore. And though I swore to myself that no boy would ever broke my heart and that I would never cry over some stupid crush. That doesn't even exist anymore in this case. But still. The guy is a cold-hearted bitch and now he has a fucking crush?! Nope, nope, that is wrong. And I don't know who the fuck she is, but I bet she's hot and cute and a lot nerdier than I am, and I bet she's beautiful and I bet that they look so cute together and that they oh angel, oh my dear angel, please kill my feelings now.

Okay. I'm okay.

On to the new school. OH MY FUCKING ANGEL I HAVE FRIENDS. There's this guy who is the worst person ever and he's really mean and I really hate him and he's always making fun of me. I shouldn't take it personal, but I do because insecurities. And he's a douchebag. And then there's this really tall guy called Luke (omfa I hope that Jess (remember her? the girl who dislikes 5sos but loves atl?) doesn't read this, I'm gonna get so much crap about this... oh well...) who I think I've already mentioned and he's fucking adorable and cute and he's adorable. And tall. And me and Jess love to hug him. Well, we love to hug everyone. Especially this guy called Cole who sits next to Jess in class, and in front of me, and we love to annoy the shit out of him. And he's an idiot but he's also really cute and he's voice is really nice to hear and adfg it's cute. (Wait Jess, I hope that you aren't reading this, please don't be reading this. I love you.) and then there's his friend called Michael and he's an adorable little tumblr shit that listens to blink-182 and he's cute. There are a lot of cute people in my class now that I think about it. Oh well.
And Friday (yesterday) I had a little breakdown, and I stopped being bubbly and hyper and Jess noticed and she tried to cheer me up and it was really cute and then Cole also noticed and he wasn't taling to me because I called him an idiot and then he asked what was wrong and I didn't told them and they tried to cheer me up anyways and it was really cute and argh friends are so nice. Also, they give the best hugs.

Talking about the now, I'm sick, really sick. I think it's sun stroke or whatever you call it, but yeah, I have that because tuesday we went to the park and it was really sunny and my head and sun and sweat and now my head hurts. And I should study for a math quiz I'm having this monday but I can't because my head hurts. And I can't take any medication because I'm kinda staright edge and I don't do drugs so no medicine for me but it hurts. Wait, I've just realized that I toke two pills because of a reaction my body made to a mosquito bite. WAIT I BROKE THE LAW OH NO. Oh well, there's nothing I can do now.  Anyways.

ALSO IN THE LAST WEEK OF OCTOBER MY PE CLASSES WILL BE ON THE SWIMMING POOL NEXT TO MY SCHOOL AND WE'RE GOING TO SWIM AND LEARN HOW TO SWIM AND 1)FREE! AND 2) I'M GOING TO BE GOU BECAUSE HALF NAKED WET SEXY DUMB WITH FUCKING NIPPLES GUYS OMFA IT'S GOING TO BE GREAT!!!

song of the day: Begin again, by The Summer Set. I've been listening to a lot of their music recently, and I just love the vibes that their songs sent, and begin again has to be one of my favourite songs by them.

So baii guyeses.

Peace out dragons (i stopped using dudes since veeoneeye's scandal and yeah, I don't wanna talk 'bout that...) (and dragons is much cooler) (i mean) (dragons)
Lorac xx